It seems like all I post on here is angst and shit about bi-polar episodes and mental breakdowns. Well I don't have anywhere else to post this shit, and I know people that care about me read my journal.
I had another break down today. And it made me look like the bad guy. I was left in charge of some bratty children while the adults got drunk, and I snapped. I have this scream that only happens when I totally lose control. And it happened. And then one of the few people I actually liked started yelling at me and insulting me because I was breaking down.
Bi-polar makes me a piece of shit. Thanks.
Edit: Also, It's going to be another sleepless night, so if anyone is up, message me, please?









